life creating

perspective 

guidance & recognition 

"This is not just a site. It’s a breathing room. A soul archive.”

I am a real flesh and blood middle aged woman living in Canada. I have real feelings that do get real hurt when assumptions and stereotypes are being thrown as weapons.Please respect me, one soul to an other soul, wade through my mess and chaos as I openly invite you to observe and interact with me and this part of my reality as I put my pieces back together . This is my way of showing my humanity, honestly, after a violent and traumatic experience culminating in an NDE and a 3 day coma, that I remember. Searching for support in healing and making sense of the trauma and answers about that place has brought me here. I never found the support I needed and I haven't found the answers , but maybe sharing what I experienced will help someone else who feels alone in their reality.

If you found your way here from “This Is Not Hand-Waving”—

welcome.

This space isn’t polished.

It’s not a product.

It’s where I’ve been gathering the raw parts of being alive.

Journals. Fragments. Symbols. Trauma echoes. Wonderings.

It’s where I try to remember what it means to feel real in a system that forgets.

There’s no map, just a selection.

Start with whatever page pulls you.

But if you're wandering too, maybe we’re not lost—just converging.

Thanks for listening. You can wander anywhere here.

Start with whatever page pulls you

Welcome to EverBeingSoul 

I'd like to share with other individuals, how to remember humanity through Being. You're welcome on this journey of self-discovery and growth as a silent companion or as an active companion. am not perfect, I make messes and I clean them up too, I trip, but I fall forward, not a professional or even slightly tech savvy, so please excuse the learning curve I'm navigating . I'm uploading as I go and figuring out the process as quickly as possible. I really wanted to be able to share the journal pages themselves as soon as possible . So please check in often as things progress daily!

-Her.

Ali.

EverBeing.